She Is I Am
Poem of apology For the misuse of a word
Some poet’s don’t rely on Webster to define their Use of the English language
I am one of them.. I sometimes make up words or redefine words
Nemesis in my poetry is used as an opposite
Not as the commonly defined enemy
So I apologize that Webster
Doesn’t know what the word nemesis means
And I apologize that anyone who agrees with Webster
May misinterpret what I am saying when I use the word Nemesis
So in closure I’m writing this poem
Using the word nemesis as I intend it
Opposite
And if a certain very special person to me was offended
By my words I apologize
I wish I could buy you the huge bouquet of flowers
But I am temporarily at an end of those means
And must rely on words…
So u should ask for 10 bouquets later
to replace the one I can’t get now…
She Is I Am
TO: Lil Cherokee
She is lil Cherokee… I am confused
If She is love… I am it’s nemesis
Although I wish to be love in the end
If She is sweet I am bitter to taste
Yearning to mix with her and make the perfect blend
If She is good I am evil
Asking for forgiveness although still a little devilish
If She is special I just exist
But existence is not as special without her
If She is beautiful well I may be a little funny looking
But modern medicine can work miracles
Or so they say
If She is intelligent I am not very smart to have used nemesis in a poem
And posted it anyplace on earth
If She is sensitive I need to learn more about being sensitive
Because I would never want to hurt her as my friend
If She is strong in silence I am noisy in apology
missing her speech
Wishing for the utterance of syllables from her breath to begin
If she understands the thoughts of men
Forgive me I don’t understand the thoughts of women
So politically correct or even perfect I may not be
But I have brown eyes that want love too
If She has a plan… I am clueless
Maybe I need help in making one
If she reads this and once smiles
Maybe I won’t have to look so sad
Missin her…
And if this poem didn’t rhyme
I am the nemesis of the rhyming of poems
And if she never speaks to me again
I will know pain…
This poem this excerpt came from was a closure for me…I wrote it about 4 days before I posted it… those days make a big difference… simple as making a decision…
“while I look into the eyes of another sweet ebony
twice as beautiful as her physically
mentally my nemesis (opposite)
while my heart half there
having what so many men want
I walk the fine line of deceit”
(Mentally my nemesis, opposite) This is not an insult I believe to a certain extent opposites attract.
(Heart half there) Love at first site rarely happens maybe once in a life time
So when falling into a new love it is a slow process. When u decide if u want to go through all the pains and pitfalls that got u there and kept u there before. Basically is it time to take the chance again?
(Having what so many men want) Because of your beauty I know many men envy or want that “Just for the looks” aspect of you
(Fine line of deceit) A line of deceit is a line I use to express the courting process when new… keeping on from heart half there… U have to go through hiding uncertainties each time you go on a date with a person you don’t know where it is going. In each courtship you know there are no guarantees or in modern dating even if a date is a sign of courtship. But nevertheless we as people go through the process of presenting ourselves in our best light, the good with no reference to the bad (a deceitfulness).
I hope I answered the thoughts (cause dial tones have been silent) that would lead to me getting a black eye when and If I see U… I write freestyle and brainstorm meaning I usually don’t go over my poems except for spelling.. So sometimes what I am trying to express may not come out perfect. But when it does not I will take all the hits for it and explain. So all this in simple…
I do like U and hope U will forgive me. And if we do hang out again and U don’t order everything on the right side of the menu I can foresee wellll… lets get to the speaking again part first…
TMI
To my frequent readers ( all 5 of you)no one’s been asking for poetry in a lil while so the last few posts are personal to me… I am explaining them to save me from myself and you can help too by giving me more writing assignments than I can handle… (HAVE A HEART) If you would like a personalized poem please visit www.TouchingTheSoul.com Poem for me.
I will be redoing the website for 2005 so expect to see changes in the near future…
Christo Diata
From Christ To Lion
Some poet’s don’t rely on Webster to define their Use of the English language
I am one of them.. I sometimes make up words or redefine words
Nemesis in my poetry is used as an opposite
Not as the commonly defined enemy
So I apologize that Webster
Doesn’t know what the word nemesis means
And I apologize that anyone who agrees with Webster
May misinterpret what I am saying when I use the word Nemesis
So in closure I’m writing this poem
Using the word nemesis as I intend it
Opposite
And if a certain very special person to me was offended
By my words I apologize
I wish I could buy you the huge bouquet of flowers
But I am temporarily at an end of those means
And must rely on words…
So u should ask for 10 bouquets later
to replace the one I can’t get now…
She Is I Am
TO: Lil Cherokee
She is lil Cherokee… I am confused
If She is love… I am it’s nemesis
Although I wish to be love in the end
If She is sweet I am bitter to taste
Yearning to mix with her and make the perfect blend
If She is good I am evil
Asking for forgiveness although still a little devilish
If She is special I just exist
But existence is not as special without her
If She is beautiful well I may be a little funny looking
But modern medicine can work miracles
Or so they say
If She is intelligent I am not very smart to have used nemesis in a poem
And posted it anyplace on earth
If She is sensitive I need to learn more about being sensitive
Because I would never want to hurt her as my friend
If She is strong in silence I am noisy in apology
missing her speech
Wishing for the utterance of syllables from her breath to begin
If she understands the thoughts of men
Forgive me I don’t understand the thoughts of women
So politically correct or even perfect I may not be
But I have brown eyes that want love too
If She has a plan… I am clueless
Maybe I need help in making one
If she reads this and once smiles
Maybe I won’t have to look so sad
Missin her…
And if this poem didn’t rhyme
I am the nemesis of the rhyming of poems
And if she never speaks to me again
I will know pain…
This poem this excerpt came from was a closure for me…I wrote it about 4 days before I posted it… those days make a big difference… simple as making a decision…
“while I look into the eyes of another sweet ebony
twice as beautiful as her physically
mentally my nemesis (opposite)
while my heart half there
having what so many men want
I walk the fine line of deceit”
(Mentally my nemesis, opposite) This is not an insult I believe to a certain extent opposites attract.
(Heart half there) Love at first site rarely happens maybe once in a life time
So when falling into a new love it is a slow process. When u decide if u want to go through all the pains and pitfalls that got u there and kept u there before. Basically is it time to take the chance again?
(Having what so many men want) Because of your beauty I know many men envy or want that “Just for the looks” aspect of you
(Fine line of deceit) A line of deceit is a line I use to express the courting process when new… keeping on from heart half there… U have to go through hiding uncertainties each time you go on a date with a person you don’t know where it is going. In each courtship you know there are no guarantees or in modern dating even if a date is a sign of courtship. But nevertheless we as people go through the process of presenting ourselves in our best light, the good with no reference to the bad (a deceitfulness).
I hope I answered the thoughts (cause dial tones have been silent) that would lead to me getting a black eye when and If I see U… I write freestyle and brainstorm meaning I usually don’t go over my poems except for spelling.. So sometimes what I am trying to express may not come out perfect. But when it does not I will take all the hits for it and explain. So all this in simple…
I do like U and hope U will forgive me. And if we do hang out again and U don’t order everything on the right side of the menu I can foresee wellll… lets get to the speaking again part first…
TMI
To my frequent readers ( all 5 of you)no one’s been asking for poetry in a lil while so the last few posts are personal to me… I am explaining them to save me from myself and you can help too by giving me more writing assignments than I can handle… (HAVE A HEART) If you would like a personalized poem please visit www.TouchingTheSoul.com Poem for me.
I will be redoing the website for 2005 so expect to see changes in the near future…
Christo Diata
From Christ To Lion
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